I've been sick with a bad cold all day, and it's been totally crummy. It's Conference weekend, so it's been nice to stay home, but Brad had to work all day and then went to the priesthood session, so I've only seen him for 2 hours today, and it bites. Bad. There's nothing worse when you're sick than to take care of 2 kids by yourself. I'm making a vow to never get sick again..
Not much new this week.. Sydney's still trying to get the hang of sitting up by herself, and is so antsy to become mobile it's sickening. She gets so frustrated that she can't chase after her sister, and I can't wait for the day when she starts crawling and they can play even more together.
One of my good friends from high school just found out that she's having a second boy, and we couldn't be more thrilled for them. Her little boy and Autumn are only a couple weeks apart, so I was so excited to hear that they were going to have another boy, because he's going to be such a sweet big brother. Finally, a good excuse to look at little boy clothes! Someday....Someday I'll have a little boy..
I hauled the kids over to my neighbor's house this morning for the first session of conference, because I really didn't want to be home alone without Bradley. It was so nice to go over there, because we haven't hung out in so long. Autumn absolutely loves her little boy, Kayson, and when I told her we were going over there, so was ready to walk out the door and leave me in the house packing 3 gallons of milk to the fridge. Anyway, seeing their house reminds me how disgustingly messy ours is. As I'm writing this, I barely have enough room on our dining room table for my computer and a mouse. It's ridiculous.
In church last Sunday, we were asked to write down a difficulty or adversity that we have experienced and how we've grown from it. I really felt the urge to share, but for lack of time, I wasn't able to. I thought I'd post it here, because I feel like there's someone out there that can benefit from what I had written down..
When Bradley lost his job in the first of June, I didn't know what we would do. I had just found out that my dad had lost his job a couple months before, and I told them I don't know what I'd do if we had ever received the same news. Little did I know, I was going to be able to experience that which I had no intention of experiencing. There were many tears and sleepless nights, not knowing what the future would bring, and just praying that it would all be over soon. The hardest thing was asking family and friends for help. We have had so many trials during the last 4 months, and asking for help all the time, even now, is a humbling experience. It's easy to offer help, but it's much harder to receive, or ask for it. I know our prayers were, and are being answered still. I can't wait for that moment when we can finally stand on our own two feet, and no longer need parents giving us money for our house payment, and buying groceries for us every couple weeks. I know that I wont be given any trials that I can't handle, but this one seems almost unbearable, and I can't wait for the end. I'm so grateful for my sweet husband, and my gorgeous little girls. They are my everything, and without them I wouldn't be able to survive.
Now for some pictures!!!

For a really long time, I have wanted to get my wedding bouquet out and put it in a vase and set it on our dining room table as a center piece. It's so gorgeous, and I couldn't stand the thought of having it sit in a closet upstairs to collect dust. I think it looks so beautiful. I love having it out for everyone to see it. Our wedding colors were red, indigo, and silver but the only rocks I could find were red, white and blue. Call me patriotic. I was born in July, so I guess it just comes with the territory. :)

I love how this look is totally coming back in style. Looks like my little girl is up with the times.. To me, she just looks like a Nephite, haha.

This little girl absolutely LOVES her bouncer. It's a lifesaver to me too, because sometimes I just need a break and take a few minutes to myself! She looks so much like her big sister, it's outrageous.

I love that my two little sweethearts are the best of friends. A lot of times, I'll set Sydney down on the chair, and Autumn will crawl up right next to her and bring a toy, or in this case, a giant princess book. They are two peas in a pod, and I hope they stay friends through the teenager years. I really want a little boy someday, but if we have all girls in our future, I'm okay with that. They are so sweet, and Autumn makes such a good big sister, that I can't imagine it any other way.

Sydney is already into books, just like her big sister. I'll put a book in front of her, and she'll be entertained for quite some time. If she's fussy, she doesn't get a binkie, but a book. She's just like me. Give these girls a good book and they're entertained for hours.

She's so close to crawling, it's unbearable. I can't wait for the day when she just takes off..

My sweet little Autumn. She loves to pose for pictures. She wants to be in front of the camera, or behind the camera at all times. I have to hide it so she doesn't waste the batteries...
What's for Dinner?
Either sloppy joes, or burger and fries.. I haven't decided which one to do for lunch, and which one to do for dinner. At any rate, they'll be pure deliciousness! Bon Appetite!